I hate crying in front of people. when I do cry in front of someone, It probably means that he/she is important enough to me and I trust him/her enough to see me in such a state. But it also means that it the whole thing is a terrible accident that I will regret secretly for the rest of my life.
Christmas is so much worse as you get older it’s like “what do you want this year?” “a sense of purpose”
Lacrimosa or tear bottles reappeared during the Victorian time period of the 19th century. During this time these bottles were used with special stoppers. The mourners would collect their tears and mourn until the tears evaporated, thus showing the end of the mourning period.